Tuesday, 21 April 2009

  • 6 years.
    When you are done with your Phd.. I will be done with all my exams too!!
    That's the promise that I give myself and myself
    Love you babe..

    Sigh.. Just listed down all my exams..and if without failing any exams.. I should be done with CFA and SOA by 2014...
    Giving myself up to 2015...just in case.. fail any one of them.
    Sounds sooo far away.

    Someone asked me.. why am I rushing? since really.. I am only 21. okay.. to be exact.. I will be 21.5 in the next 2 hours!!!!
    Hey..happy half birthday to myself.. ;p
    21.5 ==> I like this number.
    Back to the topic..
    Why am I rushing? and here's my answer:
    I have no idea... People that I am currently working with are brilliant. Investment strategies.. one after another and for once, I feel small. really small.
    May have mentioned this before but I need to restate the reason why I feel so small/inferior.
    Everyone on the trading floor has at least an MBA..or even PHD. only me.. the odd one.. sticking out like a BIG SORE THUMB.
    They speak Greeks. Smart greeks with lots of volatility.. * I am not making sense*
    How not to feel small?????!?!?!?!?!?

    I felt the stress on my very first day as derivative analyst... More so when I know.. I really need at least a MBA to be able to trade...
    What troubles have I gotten myself into..
    A steep learning curve that I once thought I could easily handle. I was wrong.
    Now, I am going to conquer this curve! I am going to prove that I was right, am right and will always be right!


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